I’m very upset that I can’t meditate because it gave me a purpose in life. My girlfriend left me six months ago, there were a few friends left, I was banned at the local (Russian) forum on schizophrenia for the topic of medicines. I want to end my life because of anxiety and inability to learn, to work. I’ve already tried a lot of medication, but the chemical imbalance in my head because of drugs is too serious
If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.
International crisis hotlines:
Crisis hotlines in the U.S.:
Welcome to this forum …
sorry to hear that you are doing so unwell,
try not to give up, things might change,…
Welcome to the forum. I hope you find something that helps you in this time of need. There are a ton of great people on this forum and we have your back.
welcome to the forum!
i am also sorry to hear you are having a hard time.
are you still using drugs?
Nope. Still sober for 2 years
ah that’s good! congratulations!
Welcome to the forum.
When I get suicidal, it’s always on my mind that I’ve been here before, and it passes, but only if you allow yourself the time.
I hope you see things differently soon.
Welcome to the forum, Karma.
Welcome to the forum! I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time. This is a supportive community so you’ve found a good place to be.
Welcome to the forum. I know how hard it is to cope with thoughts about suicide. Suicide is permanent, the way you are feeling now is temporary. You will feel better again in time.
Battle is not between people instead with the devil. He give you this kind of thoughts. So not get deceived. Be brave and keep fighting till your last breath.
@leafy is right. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Talk to your doctor about a medication change. I’ve tried meds that didn’t work, had bad side effects, stopped working, but I have now found one that works perfectly with no side effects. Just don’t give up.
Welcome to the forums!