For me:
Cigarette (been off them for a year, using ecig)
Pizza (On a diet)
Booze (in AA, sober 2 years)
Benzo (Went through hell giving them up)
Girlfriend (Schizophrenia, plus it never works out)
Funnily enough I was happy without these things until I gave up benzos. Now I have all sorts of desires.
Bananas 
(allergic)
A new car 
(expensive)
A nap 
(electricians in the house)
I’d like a libido and my sexual functioning back.
I’d like to feel a zest for life and be my natural self, my happy go lucky self. Just flat on these med’s and depressed.
I’d like to have a good drink of alcohol but that can now give me problems.
I’d like to be more motivated in my goal to make a million pounds.
i’d like a boyfriend lol j/k i’d like a million pounds. 
A cello and the ability to play it.
A very very bad arse guitar with great very very bad arse sound systems and effects.
A good book.
A river rafting trip.
A life without death looming over me.
A good family.
Health.
Immortality.
A good body that is actually worth something, and i don’t mean muscles, i mean having a good body that is actually worth something. I don’t need blood and bones and meat and teeth that fall out and eyeballs and a mushy bloody flesh brain.
A concert.
Safety. Solid ground.
A world without super volcanoes and diseases.
Peace, no war, and peace of mind.
Comfort.
Good food.
Not a girl though. Don’t get me wrong though i can’t have one technically but who gives a fuccckkkkkkkk bout that ■■■■!? I have grown to despise romance in an extremely solid fashion. Anything that puts more people into the world im a against whole heartedly because they’ll just get fffuuuuccckkkkkeed and then die.
A toad. I just want a toad.
Kittens and weed
I need approval for kittens and weed will make me feel worse in the long run.
Platform to play video games on (bored half to death all day)
Money (because I’m poor)
Super Powers (because superiority is something I want to feel again)
Desire to eat to build more muscle (because 170 pounds just doesn’t cut it)
Chocolate (can’t have it I’m on a diet)
Wine (sobers can’t do it)
A boyfriend (gotta find one)
More money wouldn’t hurt (I have 50 euros)
To be on Geodon ( dropped because of side effects )
To feel like I belong on this forum ( because I’m not in the right crowd and don’t really want to be)
For my appt to be clean for the maid to vacuum (because I’m a scatterbrain)
To be put together again. (because you can’t go home again?)
I think you belong just fine…
My ability to draw. ( the meds dulled my senses & fucked up my hand eye coordination). Money (I’m broke). To live in the city (this village is depressing). A boyfriend/ companionship. To lose weight ( I lost 4 kg so far).
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