So uh... (I can't take this anymore...)

Unusual Beliefs
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My dog just called me stupid.

…and that’s how I have been feeling all day. Like I’m literally a little bit dumb. I used to be so smart. I used to get good grades. Drugs ■■■■■■ me up man. If I had to chose between 10 million dollars or going back in time I would go back in time and re do everything. I blame drugs for my illness.

My point of this post is. I’m so tired. My mind is so abused by these negative thoughts and endless worries. Am I actually stupid or is it just a delusion telling me that? If its a joke it can ■■■■■■■ stop. I’m sick of worrying about if I’m stupid. ITS STUPID.

:rage::cry::rage:

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sigh I’ve been refreshing the screen for like 10 minutes

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She said it in a casual way. Not to be mean or anything. Like she was making an observation or repeating what she’s heard. She loves me to death…

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dogs dont talk :slight_smile:

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And even if dogs could talk (which they can’t), they would never call someone stupid. Unlike humans, animals are not judgemental.

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Honestly Drugs ■■■■■■ Me Up Big Time But im In the IDC anymore State too but I think id Just Take the 10 mill and do more drugs whats the point