…and that’s how I have been feeling all day. Like I’m literally a little bit dumb. I used to be so smart. I used to get good grades. Drugs ■■■■■■ me up man. If I had to chose between 10 million dollars or going back in time I would go back in time and re do everything. I blame drugs for my illness.
My point of this post is. I’m so tired. My mind is so abused by these negative thoughts and endless worries. Am I actually stupid or is it just a delusion telling me that? If its a joke it can ■■■■■■■ stop. I’m sick of worrying about if I’m stupid. ITS STUPID.