Before meds, utter loss of contact with reality, vivid hallucinations in all senses, delusions, and particularly intermittent but severe catatonia that would last sometimes twelve hours at a time. Also very bad flat affect, social withdrawal, and low motivation. Meds helped greatly with positive symptoms, but didn’t do much for negative symptoms; although I did become much more social, I still struggled with avolition. But then I got on Vraylar, and it’s like my life has completely changed. I feel like myself… except my psychosis started in very early adolescence, so I never really had a chance to be myself. I like how I am now. I seem to be functioning happily