I’ve talked about my DID here before and didn’t like the sound of the DID chatrooms. And I have almost all the symptoms of sza bi polar. He was there as far back as I can remember and no matter how mean he is I can’t let go. He is a fun guy. Everyone loves the fun guy! Maybe I’m not meant to. Maybe he’s myself and I should have self love but I heard a voice tell me to not love him. People say, oh that’s just neurons misfiring. It’s insulting, they have no imagination. In the past two years he has become obsessed with sexual relations between men and women. It’s information I have put into my subconscious by going to the Starbucks and seeing all the dolled up girls. I’m 52 too. I thought I was going to commit suicide tonight and I realized I don’t have it as bad as some. I decided to have fun for the downtrodden.
I have to share these as per policy. Are you ok?
If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.
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I have a local hotline I call from time to time. They are usually great, better than my therapist. By no way do I take suicide lightly, I’ve survived to an old age. It’s dangerous to think it’s the right thing to do.
It’s a serious topic for our community and either way I think appropriate to take offline. I am glad you hold your life dear to you and appreciate that. I just think this topic could be way too triggering for the community.
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