Mmhhm, sausages are nice!
Sorry about your panic attack! I have to rest after that kind of things too.
Yes hopefully they bring peace.
I don’t smoke anymore, and I’m glad, as it made my symptoms worse. I hope you can enjoy your tobacco without any bad effects though.
Oh, enjoy your gaming! Maybe I should try gaming someday! The beat game I ever played was ‘dragon age’ on a computer
Ok. I will consider talking to the docs.
Made snicker doodle cookies in a spur of the moment type thing 
You don’t smoke swedish tobacco. You put it under your lip and suck on it. It’s still a very disgusting habit, lol.
Yeah, it takes your mind off of things. But gardening, exercise or having a pet helps too.
Do it. Which meds have you tried so far?
Risperidone made me super depressed. I had to quit that one.
Oh ok!
Yeah I love exercise. And reading biology books is my fav hobby.
Oh, I’ve also tried clopixol and haloperidol. On clopixol I had no voices but also no emotions at all!
I have no motivation to work harder. First three modules don’t count towards the final grade so there’s that.
Yeah, clopixol was a great med for me. I didn’t have any symptoms while on it. But I became shaky and stiff so I had to quit that one.
Biology is awesome. I love it.
Oh damn, it’s a pity meds come with side effects.
Yeah biology rules! Literally too 
I really wish I could eat a meat pie today, but I’m avoiding gluten. And nowhere here sells gf meat pies…
Can you make your own pie? Then you know it’s gf!?
You can’t even buy gf pastry here! One day I’ll have to attempt making my own gf meat pie though..
I’m gonna make it a mission of mine to return to watching films again. Problem is I feel like immersion doesn’t happen anymore. I guess once I change my meds into something that doesn’t make me restless, I’ll be able to sit back and relax while watching something cool.
I have severe difficulties with this. I get very restless when I’m trying to do something enjoyable.
thats exactly how I feel! I think it’s the aripiprazole
The only thing I can stand doing is listening to music, restlessness can’t take that away from me haha
I’ve had dreams of stuff happening before it happens. I won’t go into it here, but things have come true that I’ve dreamed about before they’ve happened. It’s creepy. I don’t like it.
Hello wild and wonderful people.
Hello Mars.
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Hey Kiddos! 
Reporting for the night crew.
Little sis came over this morning to get her cleaning supplies and to check out the apartment. She said the floors look a lot better so that’s a good thing.
I was supposed to clean today but I just slept into the evening.
Took my Sunday shower and made Hamburger Helper for dinner.
Debating on doing some laundry here in a little while but we’ll see.
Hey brother, what’s going on?
Hey there neighbor!
Oh I’m just listening to a radio show that I catch every Sunday night.
Just got back from throwing away a shoe box out back and recycling some glass.
Ran into my homie who I gave some shirts to. Was nice to see a familiar face this late.
