I just woke from a two-hour nap, during which I had a terrible nightmare. I had become full-on delusional, terribly paranoid. There were people I was trying to run from, fleeing for my life, when really they were just trying to help me. Some of them were family. Iām glad my alarm went off when it did.
I just woke up. 12 and a half hours of sleep last night. Having my coffee.
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Justinās Guitar is good on you tube to start learning cords and basic songs. I was a bit manic and bought his stuff online, sort of a ripoff since its all for free online.
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As for piano posture. Who caresā¦?! My theory is as long as you are doing what you enjoy to the best of your abilities. If on the other hand you want to be a world class pianist, then do posture exercises.
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Iām so hugry but canāt find a nice food place
Got to keep myself busy so I donāt smoke anymore. Beep Boop Beep.
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I just ate PB&J for the first time in years. Jif Natural and apricot preserves on wheat bread. I need to eat more cheaply for my lunches, and that is pretty dang cheap. I might have a cup-o-noodles, too; still a very cheap lunch.
I got my dinner put together and in the crock pot. It needs to cook for 4-6 hours. Iām making a new recipe, ācrock pot cabbage roll casserole.ā It should be good. 
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another day alone, mom and pop went up to northern Indiana to view their new home under construction.
out of coffee 
so im drinking peach tea as a consulation prize.
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Why do I need to go to the hospital Everytime I am yelled at?
I woke up with a migraine. I took phenergan and itās helping a little. The Excedrin isnāt helping much at all. Then I thought to take my temperature and itās 103.8! No wonder I feel so awful. So I took some Tylenol. Hopefully it starts helping soon.
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Get some rest. NyQuil we love you you giant ā ā ā ā ā ā ā q.denis Leary. Sorry trying to bring a little humor
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I havenāt had a cigarette since before my nap, finished off the pack; I laid down at 8:30. I woke up two hours later, wanting to smoke, but I held off on going for more. Itās now 1:45, going to see how long I can last. Iāll probably buy one or two Black and Milds later, spend just $2 rather than blowing $6.55 on a pack of cigarettes.
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I plan on taking intro to programming in the spring instead of computer science 1 because it says it is advised. I think they go over c++ a little. I should be fine. I wonder if I should do the hybrid class. I hope everything goes fine. Iām really tired from depakote these days. Iām driving more.
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I used to smoke black and mild the wine flavor. They were to strong for me. My bfs mom s okes those cheap ass cigar ones theyāre two dollars a box . Iām still recovering from nicotine. Please kick your habit. Hugs
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I just looked at my arm, and it looked super small, like a childās arm. I wonder if Iām hallucinating?
I do feel a little off today. Maybe I should take some Truxal.
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Yeah, I smoke the wine-flavored ones, too.
Years ago I smoked those $2/pack filtered cigars, Smokerās Choice; they were terrible, canāt believe I ever smoked those.
Iām making a mistake. I want s can of Dr pepper. Yes no?
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yeah I like diet dr pepper best of all diet drinks. dr pepper is good
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Dr Pepper has caffeine. Doesnāt caffeine have bad effects on you?
I drink mostly the caffeine free once. Iām think PNR little can you know could it hurt
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