Say Anything -- Part XXX 😳 (Part 30)

anon40653964 · October 21, 2018, 9:51pm

Sup Monte! I used to shave everyday. Now I shave on average about once a week or so. Sometimes once a month. A horror fiction? Sounds scary man. What book is it if I may ask?

Montezuma · October 21, 2018, 9:55pm

Not much big dude! Just listening to some tunes right now, chillin’ taking life easy haha.

Yeah, I shave about once every 3 to 4 days. I’m growing a beard right now though.

The title of the book I was reading is “Paperbacks from Hell.” It’s a book about the history of both good and trashy horror novels that were big in the seventies.

Even though it’s about fiction, and fictional worlds, it is a little scary. LOL. Man…time to read something a little on the lighter side.

mermaid1 · October 21, 2018, 10:01pm

I’ve been feeling so nauseous and dizzy. I hope I’m not pregnant or something

anon40653964 · October 21, 2018, 10:02pm

Haha. I haven’t read a book since last year. I was an avid reader before the illness. I’d read nerdy fantasy books and stuff. It’s a little difficult for me to focus when reading now. It sort of happened with the onset of the illness. I have good memories from reading. I’d stay up entire nights just reading. Glad to hear you’re doing well.

anon40653964 · October 21, 2018, 10:02pm

Sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better soon.

mermaid1 · October 21, 2018, 10:03pm

I’m meeting some friends tonight. I’m forcing myself to go out and socialize otherwise I’d take a bath and sleep at 8

everhopeful · October 21, 2018, 10:05pm

Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me

anon40653964 · October 21, 2018, 10:05pm

You and your baths haha. Yesterday was, “If you’re bored take a bath.” I was in the same boat as mountain man. I just didn’t want to say, “I don’t fit in a bathtub anymore.” I hope you have fun with your friends.

Montezuma · October 21, 2018, 10:05pm

I understand. I’m sorry to hear you have a hard time reading now.

I usually read stuff I can relate to. Or I try to read high quality fiction.

“Nerdy fantasy books”, haha, that’s really cool though. I got a couple friends who really dig those kinds of books.

anon40653964 · October 21, 2018, 10:06pm

I really liked that song.

mermaid1 · October 21, 2018, 10:06pm

Are you still taking l theanine?

anon40653964 · October 21, 2018, 10:08pm

For some reason everyone thinks you’re a smart person when they see you reading. My cousins used to be like, “Damn you’re smart. Reading 1,000 page books.” Little did they know I was reading about wizards, the sword of truth, and confessors. Lol. Pretty nerdy stuff.

everhopeful · October 21, 2018, 10:09pm

I’m down to just 400mg at night now. I take beta alanine to beat the anxiety during the day. I don’t know if beta alanine is safe long term so I’m a guinea pig. I’ll get blood tests in January so I’ll find out then I guess.

anon30865512 · October 21, 2018, 10:09pm

ect or amnesia?

mermaid1 · October 21, 2018, 10:10pm

I haven’t been taking any l theanine st all anymore. It’s been a few months.

But I’m not sleeping well anymore. I’m awake after 6 hours

everhopeful · October 21, 2018, 10:11pm

That’s one of the reasons I’m taking 400mg at night. It knocks me out even if I take it at 8pm and go to bed at midnight.

mermaid1 · October 21, 2018, 10:11pm

I might do the same

anon40653964 · October 21, 2018, 10:12pm

I’m debating between dressing like a bear, a panda, or a cow for Halloween. I need opinions. What should I go as?

Montezuma · October 21, 2018, 10:14pm

? I’m lost.

mermaid1 · October 21, 2018, 10:14pm

I have become such a cold person… stone.
I no longer care much about people. Is it part of growing up or schizophrenia?

I block people, I isolate myself, I don’t call anyone, I don’t expect much from others.

I changed so much