I don’t think you’re annoying either. I think many of us sometimes feel the same way about the forum. Hooe you enjoy you’re time off and feel better.
R.I.P. Chester Bennington. 
A man took a picture of me on the train, today.
I also bought a pack of smokes, after having quit for a year and a half.
Over-stimulated, and haven’t been taking care of myself. I need to sleep for a week, please. 
Good morning!
It’s gonna be a productive day I hope. I slept very early.
Having 
and gonna reply emails.
It is good to sleep well!
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If you gaze long enough into the abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you.
- Nietzsche -It’s been over a week since i started vaping and i think i will save some money this way and i feel good 
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do you feel the need to smoke cigarettes?
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I smoke around 3 about cigarettes on a day : 1 or 2 in the morning and 1 before i go to sleep 
but all the day i’m vaping
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I will buy one too this weekend =^o^=
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Yes you can try it, it’s so cool for me…best of luck to you @MissMermaid
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I feel my psychosis is much better. My insight is improving daily at a better speed from usual. Like ever since I started meds my insight has improved because I was really lacking in insight, but maybe the raise in abilify, or even the Zoloft is improving my insight because it helps my mood. So I don’t make such depressed or manic crazy decisions. I’m more balanced out and happy so those things both helps with my thinking in general.
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Don Juan had his big day at the vet!
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I bought lime roasted chickpeas 
They are good
Not doing well, lately.
My therapist is still hasn’t answered or called me back.
So exhausted, but so much to do. I also have group, tonight. Not really looking forward to it, after last time.
After today, I don’t want to leave my house for a long time. I Need a break…
English translation of the lyrics of the song Droit devant by the French Canadian folk-rock band Les Cowboys Fringants. The song is below.
Straight ahead
Be prepared, little boy
The expedition will be long
And even if you never return alive
you should walk straight ahead …
When he was as tall as three apples
and he was only a little fellow
They pushed him out of the cradle
Putting him a bundle on the back
The empty luggage of experience
He will set a foot in his existence
You have not arrived yet
That we have to face his destiny
First, you have to cross the river
Which is the childhood of all hardships
There where even his own family
Risks to have him sunken by a torpedo
We will already know if its hull
And his boat will cross the ages
or if he will row hard
in a rowboat filled with cracks
Be prepared, little boy
The expedition will be long
And even if you never return alive
you should walk straight ahead …
Then, the obligatory passage comes
In this sometimes agitated forest
There where, in addition to seeking his way,
You are often lost inside yourself
When getting out of this alley
He can take the paved roads
Or simply accept a precarious avenue
Off the beaten paths
Be prepared, little boy
The expedition will be long
And even if you never return alive
you should walk straight ahead …
Finally, the hostile mountain comes
And his ascension to a thousand perils
Where victories are triumphant
But where falling is often brutal
Only a few people pull themselves up
And manage to plant their flag
Most of them quit half-way
And resign themselves just before the peak
Be prepared, little boy
The expedition will be long
And even if you never return alive
you should walk straight ahead …
When will the age of the assessment come
The important thing is that you are happy
Because you do what you can in life
It all depends on what we got as tools
We all would like to be in command
But the offer is less than demand
If you are tiny or giant
You have to be strong to survive through time
Good luck!
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FINALLY GOT ALL OF THE BUGS OUT OF MY COMPUTER.
Rebooting was not bringing any changes up to date.
Rebooting made no difference, but Restarting did however.
Anyhow, while any rebooting took just over a minute, with less than 10 seconds shutdown, and less than 55 seconds for power up, it took Restart almost 12 hours to sort everything out. After all was sorted out, Restart was now about the same as Reboot overall in timing. What a nightmare.
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Oh my god. I always talk about how I want a million pets when I’m older and I’m starting to change my mind now. I don’t know if I will want any. Their deaths are too painful. I know my rat isn’t dead yet and she could still get better (honestly I do not have much hope she will, the prognosis for oral infections like hers are poor from the research I’ve done, they are very hard to get rid of) but like I’m destroyed right now just knowing how sick she is. I will have to go through the same thing when my other rat dies. And when my dog eventually dies. I don’t think I can take it. I really don’t.
And I don’t even want to think about family dying because if I was devastated at even my goldfish dying…I just don’t know. I have not felt this terrible in years. Grief is just one of the worst feelings there is.
I have been informed that everything is OK now.
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I’m doing so good now with my akathisia, i’m just happy that i’m not bounded by the bed, because i feel the need to walk everyday 
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U can walk once a day…
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Ah feeling good!
Gonna go for brunch =)
Then gonna do shopping for tomorrow + a major house cleaning + preparing some food for tomorrow =)
around 4-5 hours of work today. But I can do this !
Yesterday I had 6 pieces of sushi and was feeling completely full =( It is unbelievable + I ate two tempura prawns and drank some wine. I got ill afterwards. I can not longer eat and drink much.
Then I watched some documentaries about aliens + The untold mysteries or something and it is amazing, still certain people think humans did not build the pyramids + there is another theory that some aliens have actually modified the genetics of early humans to actually bring us to the current civilization. =)