Hey it’s almost 930 had a late nap so I’ll be up for awhile I reckon
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not so hot tonight but i’ll feel better as the night progresses. lot i’ve just been feeling awkward about wrt autism and how it manifested in me but. i’ll be okay. thanks for asking.
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Autism is a pain, and when coupled with schizophrenia it makes us even more socially awkward - can’t say it’s fun to deal with 
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finding out schizophrenia is developmental like ADHD and autism both are really changed how i view everything. most of my friends and people i’ve generally known (and butted heads with) haven’t been schizophrenic (let alone disorganized-schizo) and i … always have been, i sincerely feel like that’s the ticket regarding me always feeling singled out around “neurodivergent”-aimed queer spaces i’ve been in. like i feel parasitic. really gets to me sometimes
Why would you feel parasitic though? If you don’t mind my asking
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so,
i’d get in and annoy and weird people out, like i just have in the past + i’d be the only person in there who acts like i do generally behavior-wise + people have definitely treated me Differently compared to others in ways i found obvious as hell.
i’m just not meant for spaces like those, i reckon. if not parasitic i just feel like a weird foreign object. i tend to be. i guess it’s okay regardless, i just need to NOT be in those kinds of spaces anymore. hah
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Keep fighting, you’ll find your place!
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thank you.
prayers and positive sentiments and kind words carry me thru times like this. when i say this gets to me i mean it Really Does so like. thanks again. i’m way too insecure, socially.
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It’s okay, we’re all here for each other!! and be kind to yourself, it’ll make things less stressful!
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Just dropped off fiance. Ready to relax for the night.
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Man I really wish this site had dark mode
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Hiya Monte! 
Never heard of Pro Club before, but I did a quick google and their stuff looks nice! 
Did you scoop some new gear? 
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Hey @Turtle44 @Montezuma @Schztuna . Whats up? I cant sleep.
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Right on!
Haha, yes ma’am I did. I bought a couple of their heavyweight black crew tees on eBay. I was trying not to buy anymore clothes for the rest of the month but a seller on eBay was having a good sale, and free shipping too! 
The recent headlines really triggered me so I thought I’d treat myself.
@Bowens Mane! 
Not much going on here big guy. Just been listening to the radio and vaping. And also ordering ■■■■ off eBay LOL.
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RIght on @Montezuma . Last things I ordered were off amazon. A stapler and one of those microwave cover splashguard things. Its amazing the amount of stuff you need when you buy a new house from scratch.
Stuff you never thought of.
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Can y’all do me a favor? When you make a new thread can you put a link so we don’t have to search for it? For some reason I thought our next letter was G and I spent a bit looking for G and couldn’t figure out why I can’t find it.
Niiiice! Can never go wrong with a classic .
Oooh, it’s always tough passing up a good deal to be honest .
I think the last thing I ordered was a pair of sneakers, which should hopefully be here soon 
. I honestly do not need another pair of shoes, lol 
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Hiya @Bowens , it’s the worst not being able to sleep sometimes 
. I just happened to wake up so I decided to seee what was popping on the forum, lol
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i have finally found a way to accept my discontent, now it is useful because it makes me appreciate what i do have
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I’m playing solitaire you non-sleepers! I have to be up early in the morning but….
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