yea thanks for the info, luckily my ap (paliperidone) doesnt have interactions with much stuff like grapefruit and other liver cyp enzyme inhibitors and inducers mainly because its not really metabolized by the liver like most meds and is mostly renally excreted
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Well, I could swipe a soda but I donāt want to ingest the extra sugar either.
Are you recycling now?
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Not yet, but we can call it a night, if you want.
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Have a great night!
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Still canāt sleep, fml.
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i am more wired than ive ever been this late at night. usually i an not energized but just cant fall asleep, right now im like drowsy but hyper at the same time
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I woke up at 7:30 pm yesterday so Iām staying up the whole night and going to bed at like 10 pm tomorrow night.
That way Iāll be on track for Tuesday when I can see Shang Chi. Iāll be pretty tired for couch shopping but so be it. That bed is so comfortable itās almost impossible to get out of when you wake up!
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My head is sort of burned out by staying up too late last nightā¦
I watched two episodes of the good doctor on Netflixā¦ I shouldnāt have, but it is a cool show, pretty emotional I would say.
Hope to hear from the realty agent in regards to my apartment search. Iāve found a reasonable priceā¦
The dietitian I spoke to yesterday seems like a cool personā¦ at a certain time of the interview, she looked kind of afraid and tired, so I smiled and hope to cheer her upā¦
I was like
(look at my face)ā¦ā¦
Sort of worked!
Hope my presence didnāt trigger her complicated facial expressionā¦
Hmm. I would like to work with her yes.
Iām trying to recover my brain with a bit of studying.
Iāve slept my afternoon awayā¦ I shouldnāt have, but I felt deterioratingā¦ lolll
M is for marmalade, mangoes and moose
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i took some of my old benztropine a few hours ago hoping itd have the side effect of making me drowsy enough to sleep but it was useless
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my new vape is supposed to be delivered today 
its the same vape that i already have but i threw out my only podand coil when i was trying to quit nicotine, its cheaper to buy the whole kit than to get a new pod as they are both $10, i got it in black, i still have my rainbow device of the same model but no pod or coil. i also got 10 replacement coils and some iced mango 35mg nic salts juice that i will probably be diluting with vg because nic salts at 25w are kind of extreme for my baby tolerance
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am i old now, having nothing change in my daily activities since getting sz makes me wonder if i still think the same as when i was 15, im 21 now. arent i supposed to be super mature and successful and driven by now. I still think about a few months ago when my uncle told me i look like a 15 year old, makes me think further that ive really stalled since then
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Well Then. What a complete load of bollox that was phoning the CMHT. I actually had the doctor saying MOAN AT THEM for getting my medication sorted for my anxiety.
The GP was actually bloody great - had a full set of bloods done.
And as @anon94176359 said in PM you gotta jump thru bloody hoops to get your meds changed.
They immediatly thought i was a junkie cos i requested Pregablin - even tho i made it clear doing silly amounts of Quetiapine during the day is ruining my quality of life.
I even said i knew many fellow schizophrenics on here that are prescibed it. But the CPN said no - its not prescribed for psychotic disorders. Bollox mate.
They gonna try bring an appointment forward with the shrink.
I know now why @Joker cos pissed off with them in this locality.
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time to start thawing out this bad boy, i watched one too many steak youtube videos no i have extreme steak cravings. i wish i could eat it right now but ive gotta wait for it to defrost and get to room temp before i can cook and eat it
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I just had a right go at the pdoc who had a last min cancellation
All I got told was theyāre doing the best they can with their āresourcesā
Still not good enough
FYI I take pregabalin for anxiety and we are under the same trust!
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Hey Iām 34, but I feel like Iām again reliving my youth, Iām trying to learn things again from scratch, like Iām studying algebra 
But itās fun and I feel like itās helping my cognition and how I handle things in life. You never stop learning, itās the best thing that life has to offer 
Keep going mate
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Yes we are mate! Thats ok - im just gonna become a royal pain in the arse to the Duty. Like i said - The GP said you wont get nothing done unless you start moaning. Shame hes reluctant to prescribe, cos i reckon he would, but i think protocol dictates he has to speak to the Psychiatrist first for permission. 
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I am the dawn llama! Awoken first to drive back the night. The darkness has been in control long enough.
Iāve had time to ready myself, magical leaf juice, and the vapors of dragonās breath.
Now I use the infinite information machine to discuss with fellows.
Silhouette made of shadow haunts me, long forgotten spirits swirl around in my head. Wonder who else will come visit. Wish they would stop calling my name.
Dreams of the cult last night. I was reading a piece to the mental astronauts that would listen. I think I should talk about it in therapy. Still donāt think Iāve processed it in a healthy way.
Few chores, laundry, dishes, mom asked for some help, Iāll keep my hands busy.
Hope everyoneās day is fair, go with luck, and watch out for monsters.
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