Came to the conclusion that Iām on nicotine for life.
Fck cigarettes tho.
I need it. It tremendously helps with my meds too.
Hopefully I can just keep cutting the amount I vape.
You could try wellebutrin thats what im gonna do
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I did try Wellbutrin.
The lowest dose made me feel wired and geeked up.
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Good morning everyone!
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Itās good night for me 
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Yo yo , I think Iāve done enough sleeping for today. It is 17:20, Iām ready to do some mathematics but I wonāt start for a little longer.
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So today I was at my dadās house and some guys come into my driveway. Evidently theyāre from the electric company wanting to trim the trees on my dadās property. Theyāve been here before.
They happen to be Hispanic. Well my dad told me āI donāt want you talking to themā. Then he said āPeople sometimes mistake your friendliness for flirtingā. I promised my dad I wouldnāt talk to those men. But I would have wanted to. Iām not super fluent in Spanish anymore but I can get by.
I wasnāt expecting them though and I didnāt shower yesterday so I donāt know if that would have gone well. I told the men hi in English.
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@HollyHobbie i think if I could work in immigration maybe as a translator or work with refugees Iād be very happy.
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You really think theyāre looking down on you? You seem to say that about a lot of people. Maybe itās just your perception?
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iām doing that also. been on it for 2 weeks now and i feel much more relaxed and my mum says i am much more relaxed tooā¦ like easier to be around =D
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That sounds like nice type of work @Loke.
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Grr! Had voices calling me Sir while I was driving earlier with the windows up and the heater fan on. Sir isnāt harmful in itself but it was loud and distracting.
Today has been stressful with the dog constantly barking at the carpenters while they were pounding and ā ā ā ā .
Gonna chill the rest of the day
I am wasted.
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Lmao I was thinking of putting ASMR in the title to get more views 
Actually I might do that now haha
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Hey 
Iām okay.
My mood or whatever has been all over the place the last few weeks.
Iām feeling stagnant or something and getting tired of the same stuff everydayā¦ Ya know?
How are you??
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did the e k gā¦looked abnormal stillā¦I d k, I 'm not a doctorā¦hopefully it will be okā¦judas priest is playingā¦no more errandsā¦yayyyā¦decent weather.
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I have a shift in an hour and a half, gotta leave in 45, I havenāt worked for over a month cuz we havenāt had many students, so Iām really nervous. Whenever I spend a time away from work my anxiety resets to how strong it was when I first started. I really hope things go okay. Itās just a 3 hour shift.
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Ayyy I seeā¦ Things will get betterā¦ Thanks giving is here in Canada in a few weeks . Nov 14 looking forward to it haha maybe Iāll treat myself to a big turkey dinner 
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@Loke I used to stumble my way around Spanish for construction workers who came into McDonaldās when I was a teen. They would laugh hysterically at my mispronunciations, but they helped me to say things correctly and encouraged me to try. I didnāt mind the laughter because I knew they werenāt being malicious. I agree translating would be cool. I taught adult beginner ESOL for a while, and most of my student spoke Spanish with a few exceptions. They were an awesome group. If it paid enough, that would be my ideal job.
I tried chicken with a small amount of BBQ sauce for lunch. I made it to one bite because the BBQ sauce felt so spicy to me. Now I have to find something else to eat. 
@ThePickinSkunk I call people sir/maāam irl. Itās tricky because that offends some people, but it was so ingrained in me from childhood that I havenāt been able to break the habit yet. Of course, Iām a person and not just a voice, but your post made me think of it. Iād really like to stop.
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Ah figured it out, slightly confusing but Iām pretty sure I know whatās up.
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I missed my last two appointments . Havenāt done that for years.
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