I wish my pdoc appt time would hurry up and get here. I feel like I can’t relax until it’s over.
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I is for Issa. okko
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I found out that my college friend is working in a clinic near my house as an eye dr but I need a reference to see him and his speciality is glaucoma and not strabismus. I need surgery for my strabismus and I have a reference to a Dr but I cant seem to be able to contact him, I waited an hour on the phone no answer. He works in a hospital so I have to go there in person its an hour drive and 25$ for parking.
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im hoping it rains more today, the prediction was 1 to 4 inches of rain over 2 days, but we only got like half an inch of rain yesterday. and no rain today. at least it’s not hot, upper 70’s temperature today. we need a good downpour though, it’s dry out there and the grass is barely growing.
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I’m just heading out for my pdoc appt. Keep the forum warm for me!
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Hi folks.
Cleaning went well. Made some cash and it was fun talking with my niece. Apparently my sister got in a cat fight with her SIL. Haha!
Sometime this week dad and I are pulling out one of the docks. Just got the order today. Tomorrow dad and I are taking garbage to the transfer station and then we are going to stop to get my meds and eat Chinese.
Went to the library for three minutes. Nothing new for DVDs. Bought some Pepsi on sale and grabbed some chicken tenders for lunch. Twas good. 
Feeling pretty good still.
Banjo soon.
Spaghetti tonight.
Hope y’all are well.
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Is buying testosterone online legal? I used to buy 5% testosterone gel online from a pharmacy in Australia as its legal there. Its the same gel Drs prescribe here lol
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Same brand same everything.
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My current blood test says my testosterone is 4.9 and the min normal value is 5.8
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I suspect I have low testosterone as well. Doesn’t really matter to me though as I don’t mind shaving once a week.
Meds cause that or screwy chemicals from our sza brains or gut.
I wonder…
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My pdoc appointment went well! I’m staying on 300mg Seroquel, 80mg Latuda, and 1200mg Lithium… At least until I see her, again, next week.
I feel stable. All is well in Kitty-land.
Hubby just left for the office, after we ate lunch. 
I have some errands & chores to do. I need to go to Walmart, need to clean the litter boxes, I’m going to do more of hubby’s laundry (just to be nice; he is low on work shirts), I need to put some clean clothes away, and I guess I’ll make the bed all pretty. 
OK, here I go… 
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“I am scared and I am safe, that’s okay.”
Testing out acknowledging fear
instead of hiding from, dismissing, distracting.
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My sister left back to England today. It’s going to be a 10 hour flight. The longest flight I’ve ever been in was from Tijuana to Cancun. Had to change flight once in Mexico City. In total it was about 8 hours. Fortunately, I was reading Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. My sister has her three kids and likely won’t have a chance to read, hah. Three kids on a 10 hour flight, not something I think I could manage. Props to all you parents out there. My respect.
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Done with my pdoc appt.
I was up 3 lbs to 241 lbs.
I found out some bad news.
My pdoc said to see her in 3 months but the nurse scheduled me for 2. When I asked why, the nurse told me that they may not be able to keep my pdoc and she may not be there in November so that’s why she scheduled me for October…in case they don’t keep her she wanted me to have a last visit with her so she could explain herself. I hope they keep her. I don’t want to have to switch pdoc’s 
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Aww man. I recently had to change primary care doctors because my previous one left for a specialized job. I’d been going there for years. Hopefully you find a good psychiatrist.
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The house feels so quiet without my middle sister and her three kids running around. I’m going to miss them.
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Some days you just want to tell someone to go ■■■■ themselves.
Unfortunately, no one I know has done anything to deserve that.
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I would say it’s fortunate you haven’t had to deal with people that would make you say that. If it makes you feel better you can tell me to ■■■■ off. 
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Yeah, maybe.
That would make me feel worse. But thanks for offering.
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puts Limp Bizkit’s Break Stuff on for @anon9798425
There you go.
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