Thanks @LilyoftheValley,
My dad said I had to just put a few pans in front of the door so they’d trip, and good luck. Family I still want to see and friends I can stay the night with are further away. It was late.
So I decided to sleep, with all night lights and music on downstairs (“someone home here…”), a knife and a phone right next to me.
No trouble. Dad found a lock. I’m going to install it this morning. Survived the night. Pfiew.
Good morning y’all.
It’s storming outside. I’m having my first cup of Joe. No plans today.
I don’t want to go to work today 
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I’m going to be stuck there from 8:30 am until 9ish pm, without getting a damn break the whole day. Well, unless the general manager or owner come by to let me get a lunch break, something that almost never happens on a weekend.
I don’t think the owner understands that this is not the way to keep good employees, including keeping his managers. I’m applying for other work, just need to be patient, find the right job.
I think I might have seen that YouTube channel. If it’s the same one I remember it being pretty cool
Good morning my peeps!!!
Still fighting a migraine this morning.
Just took a shower and dressed.
Bed’s made dishes are soaking.
Going to read today and watch Law and order SVU all day.
Applied to move to HUD senior housing back at home in my aunt’s city.
Have a good day!!!
Kin
Hey everyone, been awhile since I posted, though I have been reading.
Things are up and down. I’m doing my 12 step study at my Celebrate Recovery group. It’s been amazing as far as processing old traumas that hold me back…but…I’m processing old traumas, so i sometimes get overwhelmed. It’s good in the long run, but bumpy in the immediate.
One of my friends from group invited me to breakfast this morning. Which is really nice, but I’m having agoraphobia feelings. I have an hour before I have to get dressed. I think I’ll be okay, I just have to try not to ruminate beforehand.
I’ve also cut my Risperidone down to 8 mg from 16. The side effects are brutal on that max sz dose. My pnurse has told me twice in the last month that I definitely don’t fit the diagnostic criteria for full sz, just sza. So I had enough of being overmedicated. She was a bit pissed, but the transition is going very well. We’ll be testing prolactin in 6-8 weeks.
Hope y’all have a good one. And Leash, I hope you do get a lunch break! I’m running on 6 hours sleep, so I already can’t wait to come home and nap! But I’m also happy to be going out with Courtney. It’s more progress.
16 mg of risperidone sounds like a lot.
I hope you manage on 8!
I’m so relieved!
Just ate a Greek salad with some seitan.
I’m really getting the hang of making my own meals.
I’m really happy and proud about it.
Just got out of the shower. Sunny day outside and good temps for Febuary.
Have a good day everyone!
Evening all. Not feeling well today think I’m coming down with a bug. 6pm and as usual just got the kids to bed and gone to bed myself. Been feeling unusual tired.
I think I said this before yesterday but I was outside twice this week without a coat and so did my dad too warm
And of course with it being warm every freaking day the ice ain’t safe
I either want the ice to be safe or the ice to be completely gone lol
Its 6c here today, what are your temps?
Plus 3C here I mean I hate the fact that I’m not able to go fishing we don’t do much ice fishing because it’s either too warm or too cold most years
If you put pads like old pieces of carpet under the fridge you can slide it
I’d pay good money for your yummy 
food. I’d come to your house and pay you for dinner.
Do you own the house? Have your landlord install a door with a lock on it.
Yeah. I saw that one years ago. It was hilarious 