Yeah, maybe I should. And get the lock fixed.
But I don’t dare sleep tonight. I’m very startled.
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You need to get a lock for your back door.
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Can’t you call a locksmith rn? Some are open 24/7
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Yeah, I was lazy about it. I trust my neighbours. But I’m getting a lock first thing tomorrow.
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I can…but they’ll charge 400 or so…don’t have that. I think I’ll see if I can sleep somewhere else, and get a lock in myself tomorrow.
Edit: I’m still sitting doing nothing. How I hate stupid freeze mode. I’m still scared and just listening to weird sounds. Can’t really do much.
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Unsure where I can sleep. I think I’ll take the gamble and try sleep at home. Still scared, can’t get myself to move and leave. Such effective defense mechanisms. 
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Nice 
I’m glad to hear you’re having a good morning. I’m doing well thanks for asking. Just keeping busy
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Random thought hehe…
My belly getting fat is making my butt look smaller lol.
No sleep sorry
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@anon21280033 i think the best thing to do is stay the night at a friend’s or family member’s house. Then in the morning get both a new lock and a camera.
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I do this, bodyscan then 10 minutes listening to rainsounds. Good things. Im
Gonna sleep long tomorrow and might Take a walk. Watch tv. Take care.
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I use an Alexa Skill - called Sleep Jar for sleeping. £2.40 a month. I can have a raging thunderstorm coming out of 2 echo studios lol.
Its mainly for when “vicky” creeps into my head at night. I focus on that - with a sleep mask on.
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ive started only drinking 1 energy drink a day vs 4. throughout the day i drink instant iced tea and its much more practical and still taste good considering its 30 mg caffeine vs 160 per serving in energy drink packets
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Okay. Its good when you have something that works.
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I got breathalysed by police.
I wasn’t the brightest Sheila around because i started blowing in the air 
He said count to ten but I started blowing.
Eventually i understood all I had to do was count to ten and not blow .
No dramazzz!
Had to show my license and stretched a muscle reaching it from back seat.
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Oh gosh that’s scary. Did you get a ticket or something?
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No
I was sober.
Thankfully it went well.
I don’t drink and drive so all good.
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Been feeling down since yesterday, have had to sleep a lot. Idk what to be doing. Havent studied in ages. Sometimes i wonder. Why am i so inconsistent and i dont think its bc of sz, not really. Might go back to sleep again. Not sure. Feel like i havent lived at all, its like sleep is death and wake is life. Im being confusing, thats a sign i should sleep. Maybe i had a miniature relapse
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Maybe get some sleep and wake up feeling better and more optimistic.
Can you plan something nice to look forward to?
A special dinner or a weekend getaway or so…
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Hello Kiddos! 
I slept in super late today and had a little bit of a headache when I woke up. I took some meds for it though and drank a bunch of fluids and it went away.
For dinner I got take out from this little Chinese place around the corner from me. OMG it was fire! I ate most of it and I’m stuffed now haha.
Just waiting to hear from Mamacita now so I can get a ride to the vape shop and buy my monthly supplies. It should be a nice relaxing drive. Hopefully there’s no eeediots on the road. 
Smootchies to all you sexy mother-chuckers!
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I just watched Azerbaijan cooking videos in nature, its relaxing
Its raining outside
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