A guy kept saying while sitting in a car kept calling me a hoe and threatened. To shoot me in my head. I was walking back to my apt and they guy swung his car door I could here him coming
Just get it over with. I don’t enjoy my life anymore. Ive had a hard twenty five years of this. I attract ■■■■■■■ and ■■■■■■■■ . I’m supposed to be a half sister of people who fycking cares I have no relationship with them. Thanks though I enjoyed death threats and jealousy. I rather have a ■■■■■■■ messed up I v attached to my hand. Even drink thick charcoal.
This no way to live. Idk how I’m going to save money but I will. Don’t tell me to move. It will follow me.
Last time I checked I’m not famous important or special. I’m actually a POS and a failure.
You’re not a POS or a failure. You just have this chronic problem with voices that make you think people are threatening you. It doesn’t make you a bad person. You just can’t see that no one goes around getting threatened every day for years. It just doesn’t happen unless you’re in prison or some terrible country and it probably actually doesn’t even happen in those places for as long as it’s happened to you. I wish we could help you, we tell you no ones threatening you over and over.
Nothings happened to you and no ones touched you. There’s been no guns. When you’re neighbors are going to and from their apartments can’t you peek out your window and see they are just going about their business and not even thinking of you? When all these supposed threats happen can’t you do a reality check with your boyfriend and see if he heard anything?
This is no way to live. Can’t you join a support group and get help and support? Or work with a therapist on your problems? Or even a case manager? I go through stuff with my neighbors but I couldn’t imagine going through what you go through with neighbors and other people, for years.