Ooohhh. Don’t even get me started with my new “job”. Making a grand total of 10.50/hr sounded marvelous to me. HAHAHAHAHAHA… No. ■■■■ Target, ■■■■ anyone who works at the location I work at, because obviously telling them I’m “slower” due to my ap medication . I’m not even livid, because I’m passed that . I’ve dissociated myself, once again to deal with all of this ■■■■ on my plate all at once. My aunt expects me to help pay for rent since I’m living there, I have my own responsibilities such as car payments, phone bill, etc (other shit I can’t think of). Ughhhhhh. I just need to float into space right about now and feel the freezing breeze that I love to death. No, I’m not figuratively speaking, I’m being literal. I lie on my back on a roof at night around this time of year and freeze. It brings me joy. Anyway, obviously my emotions are not in unison. I’m breaking again. I just wish I could speak up sometimes. I didn’t think adulthood would be this stressful at the start . I can’t imagine being 30+… Kudos to all of you who’ve prevailed.
For me personally my psychologist told me not to tell anyone other than family that I have schizophrenia. The people at church don’t know, the place I volunteer at doesn’t know, and the university I’m starting at in less than two weeks doesn’t know. The community college knows cuz I told them which my psychologist implied it would have bee better if I hadn’t and the first university I went to diagnosed me so they know too. That might be because when I’m taking my meds I can function well enough that I don’t really need accommodations though. I don’t know whether you should tell them or not but my knee jerk reaction that doing so is a bad idea unless you have to cuz of discrimination