When psychotic I had an emergency meeting with the crisis team to explain that they shouldn’t spend anymore money on me. As the television was talking to me I assumed that they were creating all this content just to give me messages. I was worried they were spending millions!
This is an intriguing find, I know I’ve experienced pronoia before it turned into paronia. Thoughts that while the world was once for me, now it has turned against me. Thank you for posting this, going into research mode now!
I consider myself very lucky person. I might have thoughts that my place of living is as it is in purpose. I had really easy life. I had solipsistic ideas when I was about 15 - 16 years old. They are very bad. When I was about 17,5 years old, I had for a moment a delusion(?) that I am God for a while. It was also evil.