It is the conscience that trap us all of schizophrenics inside the head. Unless we go and fix our inner being, we would be prohibited to do as normal person does.
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Sorry, I should put it under Unusual Belief category. Once in a day, such silly idea keep popping up which I thought was a good idea to share. 
You know I actually believe this.
I also suffer from mental self harm as you mentioned before. I don’t think God wants us to be this way in terms of conscience. =( It’s really hard to fix the conscience. I’m trying to fix it now. =(
What do you think about this?
I was in different mood when I posted this, and now am in different mood trying to make a reply. 
Thank you for believing this, I hope I did not mislead you.
Really, what I think that we supposedly to act according to conscience is to become the person we wanted to be. No double-hearted. We may want to become the person who we are but at the same time our words and actions may reflect that of what other persons want us to be.
I think that is why we keep condemning ourselves for doing things that we do not want to.
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