do you get disability? i know its not pay for work done but it is an allowance because you are unwell, you dont need to get a job if you are unwell because you are not fit for work,
i am different, i have been stable for almost 4 years now and i have been in college for 2 years slowly getting better and better after a med change and now i have been thinking about ‘what if’, i like to prove to myself and other people that i can do something with myself so now i say ‘what if’ i can do this or what if i can do that and look at other things that could maybe some day be possible.
i’d like to earn more than i get for my disability and pay my own bills for a change and i know this sounds harsh but i am a bit fed up having to rely on handouts all of the time (benefits).
i have been helped all throughout my illness almost by my friends sweep whom i met in hospital and she has been there for me ever since and me her, she is the reason why i have been doing things and then the med change made me come out of my chemical labotomized shell which was a god send.
that is why we need keep trying and looking for things we like and give ourselves rewards for doing things and maybe having someone try to help us as well, the biggest problem is actually finding something we enjoy no matter how big or small,
i started off small to maybe you can as well