I understand. No more.
@Om_Sadasiva Are you aware that the Chinaās PLA Navy has Aircraft Carrier killer cruise missiles in its arsenal in case the US military intervenes in a Taiwan Strait conflict?
I didnāt know. So there is a tension in the area
Yes, very high tensions. I believe military weapon systems and warfare are legitimate topics on this forum.
China will soon launch its 3rd Aircraft Carrier soon.
Thereās a middle aged man outside of my window.
He is pacing back and forth.
He must be someone from Truman.
Another actor
Some suspicious cars stopped outside my place
China is constructing more ICBM silos in case of nuclear warfare. Also, China will launch its own stealth bomber the H-20.
I really dont like this competition for arms and war technology.
Some day everything will be destroyed
Why not compete within the realms of military technology? There was the MiG and SU-32. Not to mention the Typhoon Class ballistic missile submarine.
Nuclear weapons are used as a deterrent against foreign invasion.
We, in Greece, buy more and more advanced arms, planes etc.
I would prefer to spend this money to education, health system etc
The government budget of every country needs to be appropriately allocated.
Benzo zombified me.
I canāt focus.
Environment is vague.
Eyes heavy, i need to close them.
Too much saliva.
But calm. Even if itās like being stoned.
Itās better than the madness of symptoms
In the coffee shop, where I was with my mother,
appeared the persons who work on the local
pharmacy. I thought āthey must mock me for my diagnosis, or maybe they pity meā.
Cos they know my diagnosis, itās written on my subscription.
Iām sure they think something negative about me
due to misconception, due to bias and prejudice
I have the same ideas. It says on the label āpsychosisā. Once there was a young girl working at the pharmacy and when I was about to get my drugs she read the label. I could see her reaction. It was not polite!
Evening. Tomorrow I have an appointment with the psychologist. Will talk about my suspicious thoughts.
What suspicious thoughts? Paranoia?
Did you go out today? How do you manage anxiety?
Yes. 15151515151515
I wish i had my therapist.
I ghosted her because of money.
No I have stayed inside today. I donāt manage my anxiety, I avoid it the best I can.