Not ready to go to bed

Not ready for thoughts. Not ready to be alone with my mind. Gonna play games for a bit.


All my friends got off games but I can’t. I don’t wanna think. Sometimes it’s bad. It crates impulses that should not be entertained.

Sometimes i wanna succumb tomt own thoughts. Its hard to stay strong and stable. Sometimes I just wanna slip into paranoia and not try anymore.

For me games is a very effective way to escape thoughts. I get you.

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What kind of games do you play?

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Usually yes. Escaping thoughts long enough for them to pass usually works. Tonight not so much.

I like anything multiplayer. Whatever my friends want to play. Lately for single-player I’ve been playing final fantasy 13

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Cool, I’m addicted to Dota 2. :slight_smile:

Thoughts stick around. They slowly latch on as I’m more vulnerable.

I guess it’s how you make sense of life.

I’ve heard of it but never played it. What’s it about?

Life makes no sense. Its ■■■■. All lf it. Whats the point.

It’s a MOBA game, if you know what that is. There’s two teams of 5 people on each side, then you have abilities you can fight with, and you push towers and the goal is to destroy the enemies main base.

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Okay. Yeah, I like those kinds of games

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I got spins. My tummy is tltopsy turvy. I deserve it but i dont wanna throw ip

Well, I look around my room and interpret the things I see. It could actually be quite different.