Update: I have contacted NAMI Oklahoma, NAMI Tulsa, NAMI, Mental Health Association of Tulsa, 4 clinics, 17 psychiatrists, 4 psychologists, my insurance company, and the local Equality Center for LGBT youth.
I cannot find help after 5pm with someone who takes my insurance or a support group for people with psychosis in Tulsa. The nearest one I could find was in Wagnor or Oklahoma City. Both a bit far away for me to make a meeting.
It seems the only place in Tulsa that has any help for me is the one place I refuse to go. Unless I want to commit myself that is. And I can’t afford to lose my job… I don’t know what to do… Just suck it up and deal with it i guess. Find something to distract myself constantly and hope I don’t loose it.