Ive been on risperdal 4mg since 2015 and with depakote 750mg in 2022. Ive always been feeling…empty since taking risperdal. ive been losing my memory lately. Ive been realizing i have emotions that never been felt before. Cannabis helps me realize this. When im sober im nothing. Cannabis also helps my memory and become talkative. So…this is weird… i experience a diffrent life with weed… when i say life…i say life
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At the end it’s a matter of if you can tolerate it. But talk to your pdoc about it first…
I just think people knows what im trying to say. What im trying to say is something everyone goes through. But im one of those late people
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Tbh I wish I could still smoke, but it triggers my psychosis. You need to be honest with yourself before jumping in that lifestyle.
Im not committed and not delusional or pretending. I just dont have resentments when sober. Maybe i was autistic when birth.
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Cannabis alters your mind, but in the long run it is probably bad for you, especially when having a mental health problem. You should look into supplements instead.
I just dont have creative mind anymore since medication. I never grew up from what i remmeber before taking medication. What kind of supplements? Im not using cannabis everyday.
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Feeling “emotions” is normal on weed. That’s why people smoke. I feel the same when I smoke or drink.
Usually I just feel empty and have anxiety. I guess it’s what people call being normal?
Right. But im not talkative or having a memory when sober. I just…‘dont see what i need to see’ when sober.
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I feel ya… is psychologically very difficult to quit.
I’m not talkative either. After my psychotic break I suffered from severe memory loss. It’s like half of my brain was removed.
I think if you feel risperidone is altering your persona perhaps it’s better to switch meds?
Risperidone just made me depressed. I quit that drug after a week or two of taking it.
Its not the cannabis high im talking about. Just saying. So i forget things when sober. Even doing small things.
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Supplements like lions mane, bacopa monieri, inositol, b vitamins etc. If you are interested you should use the search function on this website, there is a lot of information and user experiences. Just search for supplements. Also you can look up the website nootropicsexpert.com
Personally I don’t like weed. I remember after trying it the first time I had aftereffects that lasted for more than 1 month. That can’t be good. I haven’t had any in 12 years or so. I only used it a handful of times though. I’m through with it.