Man, why do I do stuff that upsets me

[anon20613941]

I live in a very isolated village. There is next to no bus service. I can’t afford a car. All there is here is a pub which is filled with judgemental locals. They stand outside the bar smoking and whispering.

The pub is directly opposite my house. I am scared to go out when they are there. I hate those guys. I wish they would leave me alone.

I wish my pdoc would also stop putting pressure on my to be a social butterfly when my circumstances dictate the only people I can socialise with are the bigoted locals.

I feel bad

[everhopeful]

Sounds like you’re caught between a rock and a hard place. I’d feel the same way. Is there any bus service? Surely you could go somewhere else ?

[Norlane]

I can’t believe the pub which you mentioned in the past is opposite to your house!

About the transportation: What about motorcycle or bicycle?

[finally]

part of me would say go and make friends if it were possible. let them see the real you, perhaps endearing. but that might be pie in the sky.

[SkinnyMe]

You don’t need them @anon20613941. Entertain yourself with your own company. That’s what I do. Just acquire many interests that you can do at home alone and keep your self busy at home alone. You should be very happy, as I am.