Yesterday I had an argument with my husband. We rarely argue. So I started to feel so nervous and I went to bedroom with the intention of taking a big amount of Lorazepam pills. I didn’t know if I wanted to die. I was thinking about it during half an hour and finally I only took 2 pills. Today I think my husband is still angry because of yesterday’s argument and I don’t know what to do . I think I could ask him if he’s still angry. I don’t know, but I don’t feel good.
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Just take some deep breaths and let yourself have a time out before you talk to him. Give yourself and him time to cool down. Are you suicidal?
I’m not suicidal now.
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Ok, so just try to relax and let all that energy flow right off your shoulders.
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Thank you @Cici2. I’ll do It.
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Good. Everything’s going to be ok. Just nice calming breaths.
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I had taken 13 pills of Ativan, each pill 2.5mg.
Later I told my parents, and they made me vomit.
It was not depression. It was something like “what a beautiful day to die”. It was a sweet sunny day
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Today is again a sweet sunny day and I wanna die. Maybe I should increase the antidepressant
Yesterday I didn’t know if I wanted to die. Finally I decided to keep on living. And I’m proud of my final decision.
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Good and wise choice
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Suicide is dangerous. Way to many stories of failed attempts leaving people messed up for the rest of their lives. At one time i was going to throw myself in front of a subway. Shortly later I went into the bathroom with a large chefs knife and was going to slit my throat. That incident scared me so bad I haven’t thought of suicide since and I probably never will.
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I also take lorazepam. It’s called Anxiar here for sleep and it works
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Thankfully you cannot kill yourself with those pills the worst that could happen is you blackout or fall asleep. It would take like 1000 or more of those to OD. Please be careful with those if you are drinking or taking other medication that is sedating. Just take it as prescribed maybe it will help you feel better.
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