It's always demons

So I’ve been dealing a lot with demons in my mind a lot. Even after explaining to said demons that I don’t believe in demons.

I told my Christian father about this and how one of the demons wanted me to call him Lucifer. My dad said maybe it’s a sign that you should come back to Christianity. I said no.

But still. What are you going to do. My voices have been tenacious lately and have been angry with me.

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Are you on any meds at the moment?

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Struggling with thoughts as one of those occupations of schizophrenia I have often had voices tell me that people were such and such but no one reality that is not true sometimes it has to do with the mood that you’re in to ask what they might have said so if you’re having trouble with your father do that thing called confession to yourself and you might find it has a struggle to it this would be a good indication that you need more medicine are the adjustment on your medicine is not right many it took many a year for at relaxed enough I’ll be feeling laid back not so tense about things wish you luck Sun lion

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Thanks for asking. I am on a lot of meds. I am on three of them at max dose. So I suppose I am now treatment resistant.

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Are you doing any additional therapy along with the meds?

I did have a peer support specialist. Then I got a therapist, but I think she was afraid of me so I stopped with her. Now I’m figuring out what to do.

Welcome back. What did your therapist say or do that made you think she is afraid of you?

WIshing you luck at getting some relief!

Lucifer is a dead king (king of Tyre / Babylon.) Not some deity that persisted after death, just a historic reference to a once-living king.

Using Lucifer as spooky lore is suffocatingly annoying for schizophrenics.

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