Is deep shame ingrained in your brain?
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No, but the rain in spain, which is mainly in the plains is heavily ingrained in my brain.
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Yea… Want to hear a song about it ?
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Sure, I’d love to thanks
I’ve posted it before but just finished it today and I put a part in it about shame I feel . Let me get on my computer and I’ll send the lyrics…
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The deep state says I should be ashamed.
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Do you feel any?
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By George, I think you’ve got it.
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In Hartford, Hereford, and Hampshire…?
Hurricanes hardly happen.
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I am Happy to Hear that Hartford, Hereford and Hampshire Hardly ever Have Hurricanes Happen.
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I’m ashamed of the deep state.
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chorus…
waiting on hope
as tears fall from my eyes
hoping for change
need a change in my life
life changes came
yet it all feels same
am I blind …I cant see the light
vers…
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come wont you show me how life could be fine
come wont you show me … today
theres nothing I wouldnt give … if I could see
see … life in true form .well…in time==>
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well I laughed … would you laugh with me
well I cried … will we cry alone
knowing … wishing … still fading…every day b
Piano solo…
chorus…
waiting on hope
as tears fall from my eyes
hoping for change
need a change in my life
life changes came
yet it all feels same
am I blind …I cant see the light
verse …
On the ground again
cold and baren earth
I saw him smile a…gain
watched him smile with mirth
never new pain… could give way… in this way
try to stay strong …every day as I fade
but …I… know that some how, yes some way…
Ill see the… sun …rise !!!
Bridg…
If i find peace …will i know… love
or am I… to covered …in shame
chasing my dreams …in this night----mare
- growing new hope… with the pain
- gotta find hope through the pain
- need to know(high)… life without pain
be that dream… just so… a dream
of life without pain… man without hate… and so
we can fly …for a time … at least in our minds
love not grounded on conditions of things
IDK… we might grow… make a change
history reveals many things
if we dont … find a way …find a place ==>>
a place of true refuge … for a day
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I like it. It’s very raw and heartfelt.
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Thanks Zoe… I only wrote when I was suffering and that’s what came out 
frfr it’s from the heart tho 
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Nooo.
We’re all human.
If a god made us, we’re in his image so this is all on him.
If aliens made us, same.
Yes we are flawed,
Yes we can be terrible.
Should we be ashamed?
Not in most cases.
I’m a ■■■■■■■ decent human.
Maybe the bad outweighs the good, maybe it doesn’t.
What does it serve me to dwell on that?
Nothing.
You have to let it go and accept that you’re flawed,
It’s no fault of your own.
We all are.
Despite that,
I think I’m awesome.
If anyone disagrees,
They can Thelma and Louise themselves right off a cliff.
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Nope. That’s what the 12 Steps are for.
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Shame? Hell no…
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Yes, definitely. It’s probably got something to do with the fact that I was sexually abused as a teen
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Shame is deeply ingrained in me. In my brain, heart and soul.
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I have more of a shocked factor or embarrassed feeling, like when I heard my diagnosis and didn’t see the pdoc for 5 years! I couldn’t believe it. Now I forget about it sometimes lol
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