As a child of three I had an out of body experience. At kindergarten later the teacher drew an oval on a chalkboard and asked if we knew what it was. We all knew it was an oval, but I had never been told; it was then I knew I was God. I spent my life thinking that until I was fifteen and I lost my god-realization using drugs. But to this day deep inside I am sure I am forever one with God. It has been a problem, it gives my voices power. I want to believe in god and have a prayer life and not identify myself with the all in all. I just don’t know how to get over it, it is so engrained!
If I was God I’d see to it that No One ever experienced unbearable things. It does happen sometimes.
it’d be great to adapt the all-powerful, all-knowing…
but I’ve heard being a goddess is okay for women,
even though I don’t know what that means. ha.
I 100 percent know that I am a Goddess…
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i m not sure if talking about god is allowed here
but u can do wtever you want just like anything else
i saw you said i want to be with god so you can go for that
I know I’m far from perfect. But do I have to believe in God? It’s caused problems for me and He would be responsible for my death when he told me to commit suicide. My IMAGINATION speaks with a forked tongue. Maybe this thread should be closed but I do like to get into a deep state of prayer, it feels soon good.
Pretty sure we all think we’re divine human beings.
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i believe in god. I think we all are god. Because were all from the source
im not sure about destiny or anything but i know i have god in me
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if your god do something no one else can do…lets see light come from your hands or something or levitate. If you cant do that your not god…you cant do anything anybody else can do
I’ve had a similar experience, but the voices in my head said “you are little g god” I don’t really believe it though.
We are allowed to talk about it in relation to delusions or hallucinations we have had/are having.
I wonder if god farts.
When I thought that I might be God, Azerbaijan won a war against Armenia. I favored Azerbaijan, partly because I liked their pomegranate juice.
I wanted Argentina to win a football match, and they did. I wanted Turkey to beat France, and they did.
(Later, I wondered if the matches had been fair.)
On the eighth day, God said, “let there be wind”, and there was wind.
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Lol good one made my day.
I don’t want to say you are not god because that might imply there is a god; however, I do want to say you are not god, because there is no god.
You’re a god but not thee God.
Don’t feel guilty, your thinking is loose, you will tighten up with time and commitment to finding progressively better medications. If you dig into ideas that question this belief I believe you will slowly over time work to loosen how vivid it is in your thoughts and it will become just a nagging notion that maybe dwells in your mind every now and again and then maybe even resurface as you have moments of more pronounced delusion.
Totally reasonable thing for people like us to deal with, no worries, you aren’t gonna harm anyone if you think you’re a god, you might upset very religious relatives but try to keep this thought to yourself and maybe to a therapist or a loved one who’s trying to work with you to help you constructively think.
There’s no special cure for this but earnest effort in thinking, earnestly trying to find more and more effective anti psychotics, do this in conjunction with your family, they might notice you doing better on a medication then you can even recognize in yourself. That’s a good use for family in this instance.
I suspect because this is a delusion you’ve grown with it will take much longer to deal with, but you aren’t hurting anyone you are the victim of being confused by your poetic brain.
Try to not dismiss any skepticism you have towards this delusion. If you feel any sort of natural skepticism try to embrace it and see if you can think clearly about what it makes you feel. If you feel like one small aspect of your delusion doesn’t pass muster, you might eventually deconstruct the whole thing just through self discovery.
Best of wishes please be well.
Sounds like a superego.
The voices want me to believe I’m God so they can have power.