Life is so hard.
I am getting really depressed cos of the sensations of not feeding my addiction

I hate this.
But I have to persevere
Life is so hard.
I am getting really depressed cos of the sensations of not feeding my addiction

I hate this.
But I have to persevere
I need to go to the loo, but I’m on my bed so lazy to move
…
If I wasn’t depressed this would not be such a huge problem
I get sensations around my heart wen I don’t give in to overeating. It hurts, it actually stings a bit
I’m sorry… I have balancing issues in life myself. At least you aren’t anorexic or bulimic, correct?
Do you smoke? I like subtle/vague highs like caffeine and nicotine.
No I’m not anorexic or bulimic but I may have damaged my blood vessels, hopefully not in an irreversible manner.
I hope to find out with scans
Because I hear blood whooshing in my head at night, and it’s not a hallucination since I can feel my pulse at the same time if u get what I mean.
No I don’t smoke its bad
But I do paint now it’s just I’m not painting 24 7 so then I get very uncomfortable sensations of hunger…
Thanks for the sorry
… It is hard…
I hope life can get easier as we balance our balancing issues…
I also like caffeine and nicotine. I don’t smoke cigaretts though, its bad for the lungs. I vape 40mg nicotine with a small vape. It helps me with focus, thought blocking, memory, relaxation/removing stress and cognitive symptoms.
Small vapes are 95% healthier than cigaretts and in the UK, they are being prescribed for smoke cessation.
This topic was automatically closed 14 days after the last reply. New replies are no longer allowed.