I don’t want to b a god
I’m not selfish
I’m unselfish to an extent
I’d b happy just toying jn the woods camping
God seems so busy
god seems to hold the world and worry so much about saving humanity that doesn’t deserve saving
They praise but are vanity
They praise but they don’t deserve saving
But to die for love is the one tbing God did.
In the bible he died for love as Christ
As sophia and christos sophia sophia dies for love.
Love is the greatest gift to die for.
The only thing God knows that kind of love.
I love my husband.
And he’s Captain save a bunch of selfish hoes. Literally 
I’m a crazy person but i wouldn’t care about humanity is only care about my husband.
Then I don’t want anything happening to my family. I swear maybe theyd do something. And rulers are ruthless and I don’t want to lose me. In my dreams these gods were love and she was subservient and compassionate. But she’s baking in the earth’s core or something it’s supposedly heaven but I really think it burns.
I get physical symptoms of fire. I feel it in my heart like a flame and the hairs on my head. Like a reminder of hell. Or that he hates me so much he threw me like a ball to hell on my bday…
I understand his punishment hes god and I wanted to fight his wife for doing witchcraft near my house.
And I was worned by a kid not to touch a candle or she was going to be pissed… And id seen her light the candles…
So I pissed her off a lot and she’s the moon and he’s the sun… So now I’m tortured by these gods.
I swear to god I pissed them off… I think she’s a god and he’s a god… Only logically bc one he’d have been with me already. I would have had me already… But I’m just a psychopath. That I have knowledge of. So I don’t lose touch with reality. There’s an incubus in my stomach that kicks to ■■■■ with me and trip me out.
Another day, another post that worries everyone because you never answer whether you are on meds.
Please get on meds. You’re not a god, you’re off your rocker.
God is not real
This has to stop. You post rambling nonsense every day, multiple times a day. People try to help you. They ask questions, make suggestions, and offer their support to you, and you just ignore it and act like you’re communicating with no one but yourself. Don’t pull the “I’m out of my mind” card either. Every day, you get up, get on your computer or phone, log onto this forum, and create posts in which you clearly display how little you care about yourself and everyone who tries to help you along. You’re not that sick. You can use the forum, and if you wanted to, you could answer those who comment on your posts. I’m not sure what your problem is, but there are actual human beings behind your screen who care what happens to you, so stop talking at us and speak with us.
So there was a commonly held belief by many philosophers in the Age of Enlightenment (18th century) that god does nothing for humans. Their belief was that god created the earth and the cosmos and people but then he did nothing more and just let humans do whatever they want like kill each other or let them suffer and let them do whatever they want without interference.
By the way I don’t want to be god either. I can barely vacuum a carpet let alone save humanity. And I hear being god pays lousy wages anyways and the hours are terrible.
This person doesn’t really sound ill to me either? She is coherent enough to write detailed descriptions about her psychosis but won’t talk to anyone? TROLL.
I dunno @jukebox. I think I kind of agree. It seems like she’s saying stuff that she thinks someone with a psychotic illness would say, but honestly I’m starting to think that she wouldn’t be using this forum if she were as ill as she’s making herself out to be. The only thing is I don’t think she’s a troll per se. I think she may be one of those people who thinks is cute to suffer from mental illness, but again, I don’t know… Prove me wrong @Adelaing.
Her posts sound like nonsense. It’s almost as if she thinks her illness is funny. There is nothing funny about mental illness.