with everything…work, girls, my body. I used to be competitive until I started drinking. that kind of made me laid back and im still stuck like this even though I rarely drink anymore.
I feel like I need to start taking things personally and getting competitive again to advance my life. is that what it takes? im honestly a better and more content person now then before but I get nowhere.
Lived a lot of years just existing. Big turnaround for me was getting a fitbit and getting fitter. The trade off was better motivation and more engagement in my life. It was a small thing to do but such a worthwhile thing to improve my life.
You have to start somewhere. Just start exercising and keeping tabs on what you do. A little improvement every week and your on your way! It really can make a difference!