im addicted, it is what it is. it’s my personality type. because of my lack of social life I fill the void. lately it’s been coffee and to a lesser extent cigarettes. I stopped smoking yesterday because it was interrupting my sleep cycle. now I have a void again…i’ll try ginger tea again but really that’s not strong enough to satisfy.
I guess that’s why I was such a big fan of wine and weed, it made my life interesting, the music, the relaxing, the sex. it was all I needed to not have a care in the world.
it was always my understanding that I wouldn’t be able to handle other substances because of my addictive personality. so im lucky nobody gives me anything good to get hooked on. just different foods here and there.
that is it for me today…happy thanksgiving.