I am having a hard time lately, trying to decide what to do with my life and feeling very stuck in these menial, pointless jobs I work. I used to be thankful to be working but it is paycheck to paycheck and I don’t like being around people that much.
I wish I had a great faith and attended church every week but I am Catholic and that has been destroyed by all the lies and sins committed by the men in the church. I went to a Unitarian church where I lived before and it was great but there isn’t one around here. Just remembered I could look one up on line and go to online church I suppose.
I also wish I had a very good friend or a precious sister but I pretty much feel like I have noone in my life that really cares or understands.
Sick of the pills, sick of this schizophrenia.