life is just too much for me to handle,
I hate my life and I can’t cope with it anymore.
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When will you be going back on Olanzapine?
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Listen
You mustn’t commit suicide
You need to survive and you need to get yourself well
Is there someone you are close to?
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@Wave I am olanzapine but I am damned with it or without it.
Give it some time for it to take full effect (a couple of months)
In the meantime distract yourself.
Hang in there buddy - this shall pass.
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Suicide is the cheap and cowardice way out. If only the people who have committed suicide knew what they left behind. A family that loves them and cries daily over them.
@Wave I don’t have patience!!
I never went off olanzapine, for one week I took 7.5 mg instead of 10 mg
and I hate olanzapine,
it makes me fat and it doesn’t solve my problems.
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Are you back up to 10mg?
@Wave I don’t want to live, I want to end my life.
I am now on 10 mg.
Call Emergency Services - an Ambulance and go to the Hospital
Its going to take - weeks before you feel the full effect of 10 mg.
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It sounds like you need a mood stabilizer. Please talk to the doctor about these wild swings you’re having. Ask them about mood stabilizers.
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Don’t do it. Please don’t do it. Get help please. Maybe you would feel better on a different med. Talk to your pdoc
have patience brother. you always glorify life in all its forms.
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Hang in there, stay positive
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Look, you need to try and calm down. Just because you feel bad right now, doesn’t mean you’ll feel bad forever.
Keep working on your problems, and give the medicines time to work again. You’ll get there.
And don’t think that just because you’re not happy all day every day, you’ll never be happy. That’s bull.
Find a balance. Take it easy. Calm down and wait it out, it will pass.
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Take a nap that goes a long way.
this seems to be a reoccurring intrusive thought for you, definately tell your dr, and keep a notebook with your intrusive thoughts. Maybe you could use more olanzapine
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@Chess24 please don’t think this way - you’re too philosophically gifted to leave this forum. Your words touch many hearts.
I’ve heard you say that your life aim is just to survive - well I have something to add to that: help people on this forum with your wise words 
By the way, have you tried CBD?
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i have had two familiy members who committed suicide. They missed the opportunity to see me and my children grow up, and took my ability to love them away.
I hope that does not happen to you.
What’s making life so bad friend?