I’m so tense when I am around people. I really can’t help it. I know it can’t be fun for the people I interact with. The best way for others to handle it is to say, “Well, he’s mentally ill. He can’t help it.” They should not let themselves be vulnerable in any way when they interact with me. I’m so passive aggressive. If it was possible I would never leave my room.
Being with people is a chore for me. I’d like to change that but I don’t think I can.
I have a small need for human interaction, but not that much.
There are people I can’t stand being with and then there are others I’m just a bit uncomfortable around.
A precious few people I feel comfortable with.
I’m uncomfortable around most people.
I avoid most people and spend all day in my room.
The only person I hang out with is my boyfriend and that’s once a week.
My family I see twice a year or so even though they live close.
I’m uncomfortable with family too.
Sometimes I have a drink before I meet family so I’m more comfortable.
I think I’m more comfortable with my boyfriend family than my own.
Maybe because some look down at me etc
I need my alone time.
And I’m alone weekdays all the time.
Then weekends boyfriend.
I go out to buy groceries.
See my girl.
Not much else.
I don’t do much but I like it that way.
I do want to exercise though.
I couldn’t go to the gym because too many people and they excluded me and I was a outsider and then the stuck up soccer girls excluded me as trash and I don’t need to be treated that way so I quit the gym.
The instructor thought I was intimidated but I wasn’t I just want to be treated beautifully like we all do.why should I be getting bad vibes.that’s not ok.stuck up girls.not my cuppa tea.
I think there’s absolutely nothing wrong with enjoying your own company.
I recently deleted all my dating apps because I’m not sure if I really want a girlfriend anymore.
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