They don’t sleep a wink, they are up twenty four hours a day. So when they were melding with my mind and heart during “psychosis” i didn’t sleep either. They don’t need energy, they are energy, things don’t go in and things don’t go out.
Interdimensional principles began to flood my thinking and feeling.
When someone shot across the yard at the speed of light i was a bit upset, the enormous power coming from these things was ■■■■■■■ intense. You have never seen something so “big”, they are just so very “big”. If size matters we should all be ashamed, size, speed, duration, we’d all be ashamed standing next to them.
Unnatural info got shoved into me. Had to pop a pill to turn myself off, i wouldn’t survive without disrupting the flow of this dreadful and intense higher knowledge coming from the other creatures. Like being grabbed up and taken high enough to see it all in one instant.
You know like those bungee cord rides that rocket people high distances in the blink of an eye. All of this horrible history and reality just poured into my brain out of nowhere. It was just a bunch of pain and death, war, strife, crying, madness the whole thing it was.
I crumbled and shattered. My circuits had exploded and i just freaked out. And then the threats began, the threats and morbidity, aggresive ■■■■■■■■ here and there, more threats and more creepy ■■■■. Someone in the shower with me dripping liquid down my back, they love to lord im afraid. Like some little ■■■■ hurting animals, thats what they really are, total psychos, no love at all in them.
The aliens showed up and i knew i was ■■■■■■. 3:00 on the clock all of the time, the smells of sulfur, electronic disturbances. I was losing time here and there as well. And then the shadow person and being made of light showed up. Later others began to come as well, the ufo, pan, some ghost that i don’t know is a ghost because it just looked like one, alot of dudes showed up.
I began to act like them though for some reason. Certain things that happen there began to happen here, like the no sleep thing, things in my mind as well like the apports delusion i had. I didn’t know about apports at the time and just thought i was being delusional for no reason.
Im ■■■■■■.