I m sorry if i unintentionally disturb anyone

i m deeply sorry for my unresponsible attitudes.please consider that i have serious brain disease and hard memories that i have to struggles and i can not follow up people intentions correctly.i m deeply sorry for my irrespobsible attitudesi know .its just a disgusting things to witness someone else manic and delusional attitudes.i feel that my mind getting so weak everyday with disease and medicines and i m struggling to socialise correctly.if i hurt someone feeling with my irrespobsible behaviour i m deeply sorry.and i think time to leave this site for public good.i m sorry again.i have warm feeling to everybody usually just i m feeling in threat sometimes and i want to repulse my true identity for protect myself.its quite similar to PTSS (not PTSD)

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You are a good person.

You can type anything here it is no problem:)

So dont worry you didnt disturb any of us.

The reason i was feeling unwell is because i was reading physics somewhere else and unfortunately i got a bit trigered but its no ones fault.

Please keep typing what you want because i like it.

But if you want to take a break you can too.

Its up to you what makes you feel comfortable

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thank you @Zoe .i don t want to raise my dosage for that because i have never get involve physical threat to anyone in my life so i m just getting harmless delusional ideas.when i raise my dosage i became a total zombie and loose my life instinct.so its quite hard situation to choice

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Yes i understand.

If you feel okay and your doctor feels you are okay too, then there is no need to increase the dose.

I am also on a lower dose.

Its much better for me.

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its not like relapse i have conciousness i don t loose myself easily and i never did.but sometimes i feel that i solve the alien codes liked in contact of carl sagan.i think that ..cking book ruined my whole life😔

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As far as I know, you haven’t disturbed anyone

thank you for kind word @MisterApple .i think its time take a little break.i don t want say anything publicly when i m delusional.it s just as wrong as going viral at news naked for me.sorry for example

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