I told all my friends I’d be spending the day cleaning up. What did I do? Watch standup on Netflix and House on Viaplay.
I’ve thrown away some trash, but I still need to dust, vacuum, and do the dishes.
I just don’t have the motivation. I feel like I’ve been lying to everyone, especially because I can sense it’s just not going to happen today.
I feel like I’m letting everybody down.
I just can’t gather up the energy to do it.
I feel terrible. How do I get over the guilt?
its ok, i think you’ve made a start,
just do what you can, no need to stress over it 
I think it’s okay if you don’t want to
you can forced yourself to do but If that would make you feel worse
you can just rest and take it easy, call it a days
I used to have friend who having depression too
so when something like this happen
we kind of understand each other, and don’t really care
because it’s their personal matter
It won’t harm or hurt anyone
sometime life won’t go as you had planned and it’s okay to change your plan
You are friends, I believe it will be okay
life being like this sometime,
don’t worry rest assured
I’m the same regarding jobs on the farm but I don’t feel guilty about it (which I don’t like) because I feel my life was really hard enough because of the voices. I also didn’t want to do jobs/gym etc because I though the voices were real and they would only pull me back into the pit when they returned. But I hate using any excuses, my father died of cancer and worked up until he couldn’t stand anymore, my parents entstilled a great work ethic in all of us so I feel really guilty too but then again my father didn’t have voices (that’s a big one for me)
Edit; my father was a wonderful person to every person and animal he met, and I miss him everyday
In my opinion @Pikasaur if you can’t do something not that many people can.
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