I don't think I'd ever consider being hospitalized for my psychosis

I usually get so unreasonable that my wife can’t take it anymore and I end up in the ER.

I was Involuntarily committed twice to the same Psych Hospital within a 2 month span.
I was actually dangerous to myself and others the second time around but the cops were unaware of this at the time.

The Ambulance took me to the ER both times, I ended up getting locked in the Psych section of the ER then shipped off to the Psych Hospital the following day both times.

The whole experience was traumatic especially when I was locked in the Psych section of this one Hospital the second time.
I was very Psychotic and one of the Head Nurses there was very stern and Abusive.

I ended up receiving 2 shots of Haldol/Ativan combo and strapped and locked in restraints after I attempted to punch the thick plexiglass divide window repeatedly separating the staff and patients.

I had a better experience the second time in the Psych Hospital.
The first time was Awful.

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I’ve always been terrified of being “caught and trapped”. That’s how I have seen it. I used to think that if my parents had me hospitalized, when I was a teenager and really needdd the help, that it wouldn’t be help, but that it would brainwash me… But as I get older I wonder if I would gain anything from the experience… I can’t stand being confined, looked at, and/or told what I have to do, so I think I’d rather not.
Not everyone does have a choice. I guess I’m lucky.

I would never want to go but I have had four trips to inpatient. It was never my choice.

Check your human rights in at the door and forced drugging…
Your not even aloud to VOTE when you’ve been sectioned.
However I think the old asylums were a bit better at least there was sense of community instead of isolation.

I also went to the hospital for suicidal ideation via voluntary admission in 2007 and I was confused when I found out later they had slapped the Psychosis Nos label on my chart. So that confused me as apparently there were other things going on that I thought was just normal behavior.

Anyways, it was probably good I was there regardless. But I hear you on the mood problems as a clear reason to be admitted but there may be other things going on as well.