hi. i have so much ambition and hopes for “catching up” with where i want to be but it takes a whole lot of work to get there after so many many years of terrible sz.
often i am just too tired to try or even to do what i should.
i wish you all to have a better life. when i was dealing with my cancer the sz went into the background – now it is back front and center!!
plus the fatigue from recuperating from cancer etc.
it just made me feel like a yo-yo. looks like i have to be with some sickness – either physical or mental. one or the other. it just doesn’t let up, the sz i mean.