jealous of my sister. And I think I was born sterile. So that made me different.
I want my sister’s brain.
I know it can be difficult to slow down and accept that we are slower. Sometimes I go into racing mode.
i was jealous of my sz friend( girl). and my sister as well but now i am trying to avoid this feelings just to see what ll happen 
My sister has everything going for her outwardly, but inwardly she’s a mess. So, I’m not jealous. She inherited my Dad’s stubbornness so she would never get help / consider a higher power unless something happened to her like what happened to me.