I didn't realize it was a mania of jealousy

jealous of my sister. And I think I was born sterile. So that made me different.

I want my sister’s brain.

I know it can be difficult to slow down and accept that we are slower. Sometimes I go into racing mode.

i was jealous of my sz friend( girl). and my sister as well but now i am trying to avoid this feelings just to see what ll happen :slight_smile:

My sister has everything going for her outwardly, but inwardly she’s a mess. So, I’m not jealous. She inherited my Dad’s stubbornness so she would never get help / consider a higher power unless something happened to her like what happened to me.