this songs lyrics explains it simply if you care too listen
How could I lose my mind when I never had one to start
@turningthepage don’t put yourself down, try rise above problems
Now thats a very deep thought, i gave my mind away years ago with alcoholism, my mind set was and still is, is that as long as im not hurting anyone then it’s ok ,god will let me in.
I don’t know anymore ,even though I never hurt nobody but myself …god seems to have left me, I don’t know… maybe because I don’t care about myself he don’t either.