Laundry…dinner…now sleep.
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today sucked.
not for me, so much, but because B had a rough day, and has been irritable, whiny, and rude all day long.
we have a rather important appointment tomorrow and i don’t want to sleep because i want the house to be clean, but cleaning makes me very upset (trauma leftovers from childhood), so the end result would be clean house but destroyed me… and i am trying to tell myself that is not good… and it’s not working…!
i am also very anxious about this appointment so i want to disappear so i don’t have to go through it, and i’m worried about how B will be tomorrow, if he will still (probably) be in this angry funk, so i am avoiding going to bed because then the appointment will happen “sooner”…
me right now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qxq8EqAjHI
Drove my mom to the beach early this morning, but it was cold. So instead we went to a fish market and bought some fish to cook for lunch later in the day and bought some shrimp for another time to cook when we feel like breading it and frying it later this week as tempura. After coming home from the beach we cooked the fish and had it for lunch. Later my father arrived from Home Depot with some paint to paint a house he was interested in redoing to sell after he was finished fixing it up. I went with him to return the paint which he did not like the color. It was a busy day. But productive.
Finally reconnected with an old freind. I’ve known her since 4th grade and we’ve been lile siblings ever since.
Her phone was shut off for a long time due to money and whatnot, then she moved to Texas for a bit, but now she is back with a phone and moved to our home town! We talked for so long today and yesterday (as she is one of the few people who can get me to do that) and it was great to hear from her again!
It happend just in time too. Things were getting a bit rough cause of my ex, but she can always cheer me up.
I’m gonna get to see her too because my grandpa is having a ceremony on the 30th! I cant wait!
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