I need a belt or two; some pants; some other clothes. That’s about it. I’m big on bitcoin right now. I feel like I already spend way way too much.
I need it for investments. It’s sad because SSI stipulates a 2k limit and you cannot plan ahead for life and emergencies. Even though my work just started and it’s temporary for sure I feel like I need to work towards getting off government assistance and do something good, real, and productive.
I’ve been poor my whole life, really. Dad is stingy more so than ever before.
My biggest costs are monster drinks and they cause impulse issues and more spending and personality/mood issues. That’s really my only expense. Now, I need to be more self reliant. Maybe start paying for more things on my own and rely less on father.
I feel scared sometimes talking about my delusions which obviously aren’t real but were at one time (and sometimes the reminents of them still haunt me) real to me but not others.