From 1-10 how do you rate it for others? Do you feel they can’t bear you? And do you feel it is fair or not?
I feel I was annoying to the core like 10/10 when I was psychotic and depressed. They would literally trash talk me in my face or even have some worse plans for me.
Now I know I am not like that. But the past has reverberated through their whole body and still feels I suck. Not sure if anyone from past would change feelings for me.
I think if that is the case it is not fair and hope someone sees beyond my past.
Idk man… Feels like the “illness” changed everything. Before all this happened nobody was annoyed by me. Now I guess I’ve changed in their minds so maybe I annoy them. They do have the option to stop stalking me tho lol but frfr … Maybe I’m crazy
I’m a social person but not everyone’s cup of tea so to speak.
So. I have friends I’ve known since primary school and the first year of high school and we still catch up. I guess I’m not that intolerable but ask some guys down the cricket club and I’m an asshat!
You’ll never please everyone so just be yourself and be kind to others. Those who don’t buy into your stuff aren’t worth persuing anyways is how I look at it!