I have for a while thought about the need of hiring an aide for a couple hours a couple times a week.
Someone to get me out of my house for something besides the grocery
someone to help me keep on top of cleaning
someone I can blame all the weird random noises and radio sounds on
my apartment is a disaster - my bed is covered with popsicle wrappers maybe 80 of them empty tv dinner containers bowls and dishes that some have ffood in it and some are just crusted with food
this isn’t a normal me state to be in - yea i’m a bit of a slob but never this much ever…
I think about it that ok I am going to take out one bag of trash or at least put some of it in a bag
i’m so lost - I don’t know how to move forward how to get to where I once was
and my pdoc wants me start looking for employment…
I am just existing
I have to find a new psychiatrist
my therapy ends in 2 sessions - cause my clinic switched to this new rapid intensive therapy concept where after 12 weekly sessions you have to take a break…