Hello people what's up doc?

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I missed the interaction with you over my month of jewish holidays that just occurred.

it’s good to be back. how are you my friends doing? other than gaining weight over the holidays that I didn’t need at all, the holidays were pretty positive for me. I have a nice family, lucky there.

I am very very lonely but the sz gets in the way of companionship. I shy away from taking the time to seek friendship except on here because I think of myself as a burden on others and I feel guilty.

you too?

judy

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I tend to suck the life out of a group of people or one person with me… I bet they’re glad When I leave. Maybe it’s because I’m so hungry. I think I’m so needy I have to be the opposite - relying only on myself which I really can’t do.

I don’t know why you tend to bring out the truth-telling in me, Judy. I think it’s positive that you know you’re lonely.

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thanks pob. maybe you’re imagining it about sucking the life out of people. I like reading your posts, for one. it’s actually quite nice to have you around and you’re missed when you’re out.

judy

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glad you had a good time :sunny:
kind people are never a burden :heart: ( meaning you )
take care :alien:

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That is very much the way it is with me. I shy away from most human contact in person.

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Thanks, Judy. In person I’m a lot different than what I type here. Sometimes I’m like a black hole in real life. Other times I get by being superficial. I’m very self-centered I’m beginning to realize. It’s a defense mechanism - is to a lot of people I think.

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pob. why do you knock yourself down so much? sz gives us a punch down enough, try to punch yourself up and never down!!!

judy

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Yes, you are right. A few punches up now and then would help. I try to be realistic -