this is quite interesting for me and i thought i would share because i think it could be of immense benefit to others in someway,
now i am not trying to further peoples delusions or make people delusional so i hope that doesn’t happen here or anything like that and i dont want anyones voices to act up because of what i have written here either.
basically what i want to throw about is the idea of control, i think we all try to control our own thoughts and do things for ourselves all the time and we control everything that happens to us, even when our thoughts are out of control there is still a part of us that tries to cling on to that control, i was thinking and i thought 'what if we gave that control over to someone else and let them take control, i feel a lot better now after letting someone else take control (i’m talking about God) it takes a weight off of my shoulders so i let him take control and everything i do now is down to him,
if i feel bad i ask him for help and if i feel good i know it is because he is pleased with me and because he is in control anything that happens there is always someone or ‘something’ there that i can rely on, who better than him to take on our worries and who better than him to make us feel good,
you may not be able to see him but he is there, it is like the wind and when the wind blows you can feel it on your skin and you can see the tree’s move and hear it blow but you cannot see it but it is still there, that what i think anyway.
i wrote this because i have recently found that when i am in church and there is a silence i feel like things are starting to really come into place, he is in charge not me and he is trying to put things right with me and make things better.
sorry if you dont like the idea of this but it works for me and i just thought maybe someone might be open to the idea. take care.