I don’t know, but maybe you can find some other people that open their minds to the universe…
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imo when we improve our mental health a reward will be granted from our spirit guides
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What are spirit guides?
similar to a 6th sense in some forms
its complicated
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That’s what she said 
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No I gained a lot of
I lost friends due to my medication, yea
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Some of them came back! (Boy, do I have them fooled.)
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I lost my best friend. My favorite uncle didn’t like me anymore, and my brother became verbally abusive. He said I wasn’t allowed to talk to him. Some people did stand by me though like my sister and my aunt.
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I abandoned my friends actually
One of my childhood friends abandoned me.
I really don’t care, I don’t want friends to be honest
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I abandoned some friends too, before they could abandon me.
I only kept in touch with one university friend, and I left her behind after I was hospitalized.
My only Canadian friends were already friends with Chris. I keep up with none of them, since I don’t really know them, and I know they don’t like him moving so far away into the US because of me
When I was active in the NHL hockey scene for my hometown team, I had many acquaintances but only two real friends. One passed away way too young, and I didn’t keep up with the other when I moved to Canada.
I have an acquaintance from an old outpatient group I attended a long time ago, and my half sister who I don’t know very well but is one of my two FB friends.
I had an acquaintance from when I worked at Goodwill in 2021, but I ducked her because I wanted nothing to do with anything from that horrid place.
Other than that, I’m friends with one person from here, but I’m constantly paranoid I’m going to lose them. I have no confidence being friends. Don’t really know how.
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I lost some friends along the way and had none by the time I was diagnosed. I wouldn’t have been able to keep a healthy friendship until later anyway. I lost my desire to make friends pretty quickly in the hospital after trying. It was always a bad idea.
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Oh shmoo. I feel you. I really do. That hit home.
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My friends were gone after my hospital stays. I went 16 years without friends because I was so ill with sz. I did socialize somewhat during therapy groups if you can count that. Otherwise nothing until this year I met a few people but I am very awkward and anxious and paranoid so that makes me a bad person to be a friend.
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Nope. No one knew.
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I lost my gf due to sz
I have more friends now than I did before.
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If enemies are negative friends I have less than zero friends
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yep (151515151515)
Many did not want to be my friend because I didn’t work or go to university or finish college.
They thought I was a loser.
That’s all they see n that’s with them.
Then there was the “actors” thing ….
I don’t have friends in person as such just a couple x or so and my boyfriend.
I think I have some friends and female friends too as I’m sure they are not imaginary or delusions.
Some were pretending.
Some were disrespectful .
Some looked on while I was bullied and abused and never took my side but thought it was ok to bully me so they were not real friends then.